How can you love someone that’s hurt? Someone that’s focused on something totally different from you, someone whose worry is everything but you. Understanding that we all are human and we go through things however, understanding you and being submissive is causing a burden on me. So why care? Why even go on ? It’s like aiming for the target but missing every shot, it’s not worth taking anymore shots at. Then you have someone else sending you their whole heart, damn near pulling it out of their chest handing it to you…. But no because you’re concentrating on the person whose focus is elsewhere so you’re remember all of the bad that the person that loves you did in the past. It’s like do I stay or do I go? When I clearly have an option but I’m so worried about the person who loves me hurting me again and afraid that if I walk away from what’s stubborn it’s gonna hurt as well. So now I’m thinking like how is this gonna play out when in the end it’s all a waste because I come first regardless….. 
It’ll all weigh itself out.. 
It’s Shalysa ! 


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